December 2010
43 posts
i really do hate my unenthusiastic, indifference.
every once in a while it goes away, but most of the time i am so, unmotivated? i think thats the word i am looking for. maybe lacking in excitement is better. i dont know, its not that i am passive (i can be pretty aggressive and definitely opinionated…) and its not that i dont care (i do, even if i sometimes tell myself i dont).
and whatever it is i hate it. if i could change it, i would....
my small, insignificant view on society in the...
I don’t like to get involved in politics really beyond LGBT, but its been on my mind. I’ve been inclined to like the idea of anarchy for as long as I have been aware of governmental structures, and my opinion on the matter has become much more clear to me in the last while.
I guess really to begin with, you have to define what anarchy is. No, its not just chaos. No, its not just...
ricp asked: nothing creepy about that at all, no worries. and yeah, it's exactly like that. it's so annoying...get off your damn conceited asses and realise not everyone thinks your mug is beautiful. ARGHHH i hate people
osmiornic-a asked: you post fantastic art
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so, i guess
that i dont know. like always. always not knowing. always just guessing. fuck this. i hate it i hate it i hate it.
well, shit. this hasn’t been productive. i thought if i wrote something out i might actually draw a conclusion for once. silly me, of course i dont have an answer.
best thing i can come up with is that i am disappointed in myself, what a surprise. new goal: optimism. i wish...
i do hate being indecisive.
i can’t say i’m happy about how things turned out, but i would be lying if i said i was angry. not really sure if this mood is an improvement, but i am going to work on convincing myself it is.
i recently came to realize how dependant i am on torrenting websites now that they are all blocked on my computer…
well, um, i don’t have much to say about this except FUCK EVERYTHING HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO GET MUSIC.
i guess i could buy it. nevermind, thats ridiculous. fuck people who buy music. fuck people. fuck fuck fuck fuck.
i need more tattoos. i really really do.
i feel stupid
haha i dont have anything better to do than create another outlet for my wasted time.
way to go me.